My life has turned to hell guys! Heres the low down. Basically I'm lonely as all get out, but I'm doing my best to trust in God and let him deliver what he wants for me. Coming from a girl who has trouble trusting this itself has been an excrutiating task. So to distract myself from the feeling of being alone I have worked my ass of in class. I am a culinary student so my classes are six hours long of standing in a hot kitchen working and sweating. Well the problem with this is, my class is a bunch of freaking idiots who can't cook. There are maybe one or two people I can relate to and tolerate working with. The cherry on the cake with this class is I quite deliberately signed up for the hardest chefs and the class I have is clueless. Anyway moving onto the next pain in my ass. As a sophomore I have to do an 11 week co-op or externship and apparently the school is assigning which term I have to go. I wanted spring term, but I got fall term. If I can't change the term, my dreams of doing my co-op abroad are squashed into little itty bitty pieces. I didn't just work off my ass to pull a 3.85 to be told no because they won't let me switch my term. Anywho my roommates god love them are all paired up and this means they all have lovely dates to our winter formal, but guess who doesn't have a date, take one guess. The room is always lovey dovey because at least one boyfriend is here and the stream of cute shit gets old for someone like me who is struggling with being alone. Oh well that was my rant I'll shall keep you posted on my battle with JWU!